And she has no idea, no conscience about her debt. She doesn´t even mind about the past anymore! She has no idea and no respect for what she owes. I don´t even mind anymore, if you ask me about it. A new beginning leaves me no choice at looking but to the front and never back for my own sake! And of couse I feel left out and unimportant, but I need to move on and just let go... So she stares and I am mindless, I just ignore her and continue, it´s better for me, ha! Though it does remind me of my insecurities and my own fear overcomes whatever I´ve gained... as always!